Mine.fm

I would like to share some new songs on my playlist :-
(They're not really new songs )
I Wanna Go - Yuna
Here Comes The Sun - Yuna
Show Me Love - The Wanted
Harlem - New Politics
Carried Away - Passion Pit
Sahabat - Najwa Latif
Wake Me Up - Avicii
:) xx

Neglect

I am a prey of love.It haunts me to think nobody loves me .I live in fear.I love many people. I'm just no good in acting it out.I am a fake. I smile to those I hate.I do not hate people for no reason.
And when I am mad at you it doesn't mean I hate you.I hate what you did.I wished we had an understanding.I'm opened to help you understand me but my actions and reasons are usually for me and me only.That is why I can't make you understand.
Because my problems will be a drug and you'll want to get out of it the more you get it but you know you can't leave me facing them alone because you are good person.
I lied to you.I could harm myself if I wanted to but I don't because I don't want to make up a fantasy world where people would save me all the time.This world isn't based on me.
( Although I wish it could be)

Did you know Yuna's song Here Comes The Sun was on Savages'( Starring Blake Lively and Salma Hayek and John Travolta) soundtrack? Bet you did not and that movie was a year ago.
P.s. You should listen to The Wanted's new Show Me Love

Luke Skywalker

I can compromise
The fleet will be here any moment
It is pointless and unavoidable
Walking straight towards a trap
I'm a rebel scum
I am unarmed
Strike me down like an easy target
The world is too narrow
Like this cotton sweater
With the symbol of an arrow
Shadows take lead and they don't follow
You're so misunderstood but you're not hollow

I'd be wondering if there's a tender part in your heart
Oscillating in my head
Never appear in her sleep
Now I witness the blast
'Did you think I was lying?
I said I'm evil without even trying'
You raise the dead up and they do your bidding
Boy you're a riddle
Things going wrong you'll knock it down
Reshaping the world
Killing the serpent

And he's got my name carved on his arm
I guess I'm his lucky charm
Feels like the weight of this world falling off my shoulders
You're wonderful and flawless
And all of this is temporary

My new fave song ♡

Bad Little Boy

Follow my lead...

Good little girl

(Aahhh..)

Always picking a fight with me

You know that I'm bad

but you're spending the night with me

What do you want from my world?

You're a good little girl

(Aahhh..)

Bad little boy

that's what you're acting like

I really don't buy

That you're that kind of guy

And if you are

Why do you want to hangout

with me?

(Aahhh..)

Don't you know I'm a villain?

Every night I'm out killin'

sendin' everyone runnin' like children

I know why you're mad at me

I got demon eyes

And they're looking right through your anatomy

into your deepest fears

Baby I'm not from here

I'm from the Nightosphere

To me your clear

Transparent

You've got a thing for me girl

It's apparent

(By Marshall Lee and Fionna)

Ed Ward I

White tee jeans and shades

You can make all girls faint

Vroom vroom there you go

Off to new adventures oh

Leave me there at a place

And all the smoke in my face

You are so cute I want your face

Oh wait do you see

You and me a family

Just three letters 143

Drawing scars

Doodling on a piece of test pad paper when
'Why are there cracks on your heart?'
'Hmm...hearts actually'
'You see them as cracks, I see them as lightning bolts'
'Why?'
'You don't understand (neither do I)'
As the days past,I realised the bolts represent strength
You can get heartbroken but you also learned a lesson
These 'cracks' made me stronger and wiser (I guess)
Yes indeed
They do not leave scars,they leave symbols of honour and respect
Xx

Kenal (Berhati-hati)

Hey kasanova, aku tidak seperti engkau sangka . Alangkah lucunya kau memasang perangkap untuk aku menjadi seorang pemangsa . Sudah menjadi lumrah untuk aku berasa terkilan dan kesal . Raut wajah yang tampan engkau jadikan senjata . Wajah suci kau sebagai magnet menarik gadis kasihan simpati kononnya engkau sepi . Aku kenal kau . Sudah dapat kau rosakkan, sudah rosakkan kau akan lepaskan . Seperti anjing yang ditangkap engkau menghambakan aku . Aku pula terkejar-kejar di belakang . Cinta diberi sudah kau buang . Merayu didapat kembali cinta itu . Walaupun lusuh hak tetap hak . Macam tiada maruah . Sebab aku berikan kepercayaan, kepercayaan disia-siakan . Kau sudah dapat apa yang kau mahu , kau cari si bodoh yang lain pula . Tapi aku tidak bodoh, aku kenal kau . Aku terpelihara .
R

Ke Tepi Tanpa Apa-apa

Hatiku tidak sebersih bidadari aku sedari
Tanpa pembimbing aku akan lemas
Tanpa yang ku sayangi aku akan alpa
Tanpa yang ku percayai aku akan hilang
Aku mahu ubah dunia

Jadi sang pujangga
Fikir itu fikir ini
Tanpa bunyi aku sunyi
Tanpa kata aku keliru
Tanpa akal aku siapa

Siapa mahu dengar
Apa aku kata semuanya helah
Apa aku kata semuanya bobek
Apa aku kata hanya fantasi imaginasi
Kata-kata aku kitar semula

Mengungkap perasaan yang tersimpan
Dikunci sebagai langkah
Keselamatan jiwa yang kusut
Sebelum terlepas ke alam realiti
Tiada identiti tercari-cari
Diambil sang pendusta
Seperti tidak bersalah atau berasa hiba


Hari ini,perginya seorang seniman
tidak dilupakan.
Al-fatihah untuk Allahyarham S Shamsuddin
(Semalam aku tonton Bujang Lapok)

Music to my ears

Zaman dah berubah ,taste in music pun dah berbeza. Orang sekarang dengar Lady Gaga, Chris Ew Brown, Demi Lovato,The Wanted,Coldplay, Macklemore, K-Pop, Gangnam, Skrillex. Sorry, jangan terasa but I'm not judging your taste of music. I am just sharing mine.Lady Gaga.Hmm...isn't she in the Illuminati?Haha.I love her Just Dance and Born This Way I just hate the new songs she sings. Bagi saya, lagu dia terlalu erotic dan seksi. I'm not that sexy type of person. I don't drink and party all night so I can't really relate to her songs. I also do not have a gender confusion problem but whatever.
To be honest, do you people actually LIKE the songs radio stations like hitz.fm or Fly fm have as their so called "Top 40" or "Hits Charts 10"?I don't.
I like songs which have a story behind them and makes me feel like they're talking to me.Doesn't matter who sings them because I can change from a Hip hop nigga from the hood to an Emo ass punk rocker in a minute based on the song I'm listening to.That's the best part of music, you can be whoever you want to be. Basically, I don't listen to the music people tell me to, I create my own life playlist.I don't stick to one genre of music,I wilI love the song if it's good.
These are some of the songs which are on my playlist:-
Penakut - Yuna
A Wolf At The Door - Radiohead
Lucky - Radiohead
Strange Terrain - Circa Survive
Flashback - Calvin Harris
I Love It - Icona Pop
Mirrors - Justin Timberlake
Next Year - Two Door Cinema Club
Undercover Martyn - Two Door Cinema Club
Underdog - Kasabian
Stay - Rihanna
Paradise - Coldplay
All 1D songs
Any how, I can't force you to love the songs I found to adore. Besides, we all have our own style. Who am I to stop you from jamming to Aretha Franklin (I love her) or Super Junior (I love them too) or Carly Rae or Shinee or Rabbani or Arctic Monkeys or Selena Gomez or Justin Bieber or Hafiz or Liyana Fizi or Psy or Drake.You are you and no one can take that from you

Xx

The creature with balls

Boys are weird as fuck. You don't know what they want from you. You be nice to them and they take advantage of you and tell their friends that you're too clingy. You be all bad ass bitch and they say you're bajet hot. What the fuck. You be mean to them and they're so dumb to get the clue that you're into them like head over heels on cloud 9. They don't understand that you're trying to make friends with them and just want a love-hate relationship. In other words, boys are bangang. Bangang sampai tahap mana you know it when you see it. One of my best friends, Deevya has her own problems. I feel sorry for her because of how her ex treated her. One of them was 'K'. Omg I just realised it's a free country so Imma just write his name here. Kalai. He called her a b i t c h. Who does that???!!! That is so disrespectful in so many ways. She's your girlfriend (was haha) how can you call her that? If you think it's funny then there's something wrong with you. A guy who does these two things are just I don't know what to say. 1.Hit her or harm her in any other way *cough* *cough* Chris Brown. 2.Call her a bitch/fat/ugly/etc.
Boys are also weird. They will stare at you for hours and when you ask them "What?" they'll say "Nothing." 
Boys will laugh at dumb fart jokes which we will never understand.
When we laugh out loud, they'll say we're being annoying and dumb and the joke is not even funny but don't realise they're always doing the same thing.
They'll try to look macho and wear all the layers of shirts they have and not realise that they look like a fashion victim who needs to learn some fashion tips a.s.a.p.
Boys will also flirt with useless bitches only to not know that the girl who REALLY likes him is crying for him to notice her. Every night, she is crying asking herself what is wrong with her.
They will also crush your dreams into a million pieces and make your life fall apart.
P.s. I like the color white.
Xx

Soul Mates Paper Mates What?

Do you believe in soul mates?
I mean, a guy/girl who was planned for you?No matter who you fell for or how hard you try to get a guy to love you, he never will because you are meant for someone else.Even if he does love you and you think you're madly deeply in love with him, you're still marrying some one else one day.

I do. I believe in destiny and soul mates. Allah has already planned for us. So,if you're sitting there wondering why that cute guy you like never likes you back, don't you worry child because God has a vey special guy waiting for you. You just need patience.People say, good things come to those who wait.I don't believe in such absurdity because good things come to those who fucking earn it. Dear, you earned him alright. He could be in front of you this whole time or he could be waaaaay far in Egypt. He is and always will  be your soul mate. Can you imagine a world where we didn't have soul mates? Everyone keeps searching far and wide but never can find the right guy and in the end never will. Tragic isn't it? Be glad that they exist.

HOO AH

Terukir di bintang tidak mungkin hilang.Sorry, it's a song. If you didn't know, it is by Yuna.Hello and good day. I have eagerly created this blog today. I will write sad/wonderful/meaningless/bitchy/weird things here as I please.Thank you for reading.Fyi,this is not my first blog.I left the blog and it is probably crying now.I am such  a bad person.I made that blog three years ago.I feel bad :(
P.s. This is the perfect time to start.Is it not?